Are you ready to explore a new realm of what’s possible for you to create in your life?
It may be easier than you think.
In fact, I know it is exactly because of what you think.
But also that you may not know yet how to unpack what you think and believe.
You probably understand on some level, we write the future with our thoughts, words, intentions and aligned actions.
What future do you really want to write?
Firstly, it’s important to understand… What you believe becomes true.
And perhaps, more importantly, to know and appreciate you can equip yourself to change what you believe.
How do I know?
Just a week and half into my upper level ThetaHealing Instructor training and it’s unfolding more awesomely than I could have imagined.
In addition to gaining new knowledge and wisdom, I’m making new friends from all over the world, learning to play Pickle Ball, testing my feet on the dance floor, and exploring the new beautiful terrain of Bigfork, MT, but more importantly I am aware what on the inside has changed and reflected in the expansive fun I’m having.
Why am I embracing so much joy?
Because I regularly unpack and complete beliefs that hold me back.
I see transforming beliefs… over and over again with clients, fellow instructors from all over the globe and in my personal life… be the single most important and effective influencer of personal and world impact change!!
This week, I’m sharing my deeper personal why I believe it’s so important for you to know it’s possible to stop holding yourself back.
You may be unaware you are hiding or even why you are holding yourself back.
Perhaps it’s because you are afraid or don’t know how to unpack, heal what’s on the inside and/or change your beliefs.
I share what I grew up to understand because I want you to know as you consciously build your future what you tell yourself and think matters more than anything else anyone can ever say or think about you.
The future I began writing with my beliefs a long time ago.
30 years ago, I enrolled in a first year nursing masters program, happily pregnant after a recent miscarriage though separated from my sons father…
I dropped out after the first semester to put saving my then marriage and raising my son ahead of my education and career.
I opted to officially end that marriage 2 years later despite trying to avoid the pain of knowing my son and I would not always be together.
I held myself back then… hid inside fear and guilt of leaving my son… the fear that haunted me from unexpected and traumatic separation from my own mom when I was 3.
I told myself over and over “moms don’t leave their children” “it’s devastating to children when they do” because that’s what I remembered.
I remembered thinking early on:
“If I made him happy… no one would get hurt”
“If I made them happy… she wouldn’t leave again”
“If I made her happy… she would love me”
And I packed it all away emotionally, mentally, physically, and spiritually… I continued to carry that package again into my second marriage and with my next 2 children.
Even with years of traditional therapy in my 20’s and 30’s… the expressions or suppression’s of those fears and thoughts have shown in many ups and downs with my health, my relationships with my kids, my husband and my work.
Many I have already shared with you over the past few years.
But what I realize is…
Has unpacking it been easy?
It got easier when I stopped hiding from me and what was on the inside. And found a way to more easily and effectively unpack, release and heal it and change the limiting beliefs and my thinking associated with it.
Has it been worth it?
Yes
Has every moment as a mom been my greatest gift and joy?
Yes!
Is motherhood at the heart of all my chosen careers?
Yes, always!
Am I excited to be going after a Masters and Certificate of Science in ThetaHealing now for my next 30 year career?
You betcha.
Have I had sleepless night like I’m birthing something new.
Pretty much.
Were there some unexpected outcry’s from my grown children right before I leave for MT…
More intense than I could have ever imagined…given the amount of inner work I’ve done and the positive state of mind I’ve been lately.
Though, of course, I am reminded to understand they’ve grown up with me in all the energy of how I used to think and be as well as the transformations.
They are adapting adjusting as best they can. As am I.
So after compassionate conversations with them I continued to clear more beliefs and emotional angst resentment at myself I was holding.
Are things quickly more settled as soon as I do the inner belief and energy shifts?
Thank God they are and all is well once again.
I’m also thankful to have mentors and colleagues I can reach out to for support.
Am I hiding or holding myself back any more?
Heck No! Nope! No Way!
Do they each have their own work to do?
Yeppers
Can I do their inner work for them?
Nope, I honor they have their own to do.
Can I help them?
I can, have and continue to help influence any beliefs which no longer serve our highest good shared commonly through our genetic DNA connection.
I can also help them by loving, living and leading by example while teaching them to honor and follow their own Divine path.
Has that been helpful?
Hugely
Do I love them?
Always deeply unconditionally
Do they love me?
Yes, I feel their love and blessed
Will we all grow evolve and expand in the highest best way this summer?
I sure intend to do so and pray they do too.
Time to ask yourself honestly…
“What do your remember thinking early on?”
“How is that thinking still showing up in your life today?”
“Where are you holding yourself back in any area of your life?”
My inspiration for you?
Don’t hold yourself back anymore hiding because you are afraid or don’t know how to unpack you.